Happy Birthday

i could write about how good the weekend is going. or how much i miss Sam on his birthday. but i don't fucking feel like it. i could write about how i'm glad to have Hart and Katie here. or i could write about how i forgot to put up pictures from the halloween party and tonight, but i dont fucking fee like it.

we all miss you Sam. we're having a lunch in your honor tomorrow. i don't know what i could bring that would do you honor and justice. but it really was our honor to know you and to be able to count ourselves among the few people that really knew you.

you should not have committed suicide. you didn't think so though.