nose

nose means no. but ear means yes.

my life changed after this simple realization. but it became slightly more laced with lies. i think that's a fair trade off.

everything that has ever really effected/affected (whichever is right) my life seems so clear to me. but that is only after it has been pointed out by someone or some act of mine. i hope those times don't happen any more, but i'm sure they will. all i can do is:

take a deep breath
remember that nose means no and ear means yes
breath
goto sleep
act on my principals
act on my brothers
protect my family

whoa. i think i just started my own religion. what else do i want in life but to do those few things? not much.
the biggest one is 'act on my principals'. if i do that- i'll always be happy.

so what can stop me?
being "nebulous"
telling falsehoods to myself
being wasted and not in control of myself
being under coercement ( that doesn't seem to be a word... any help?)

i hope you find a compass as accurate as the north of sarah's nose and the south of sarah's ear.